My new surgery date is June 17th :) I was really upset this morning but, better now :) I am ready to get this party started! I have a life and want to get back to it.
So, not sure if you can relate to this but ever since I got the "cancer" club card, I feel paranoid. I have an ache somewhere and I think.... Oh NO, it's cancer. I have this "thing" on my chin and I think, great it's spreading!! ARRGHHH!! I have fear that waiting longer for surgery will give Mr. Cancer a chance to move into other parts of my body.
Does this go on forever? I hate it! It's so frustrating :( Today....not such a good day for me....
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I probably can't relate exactly the same.. but since I started working at MD Anderson, I worry that every little pain, ache, lesion, bump, headache, cramp, etc.. is cancer.
Since starting nursing school, I have been to the ER or doctor repeatedly...more than 5 times in the past 3 months...I think EVERYTHING is wrong with me.
I swear I can't breath right today.
Well, you are doing the right thing, and if you want you can call and complain to people to move it up. I'm sure you've been on the other end of those conversations before!
Lots of love from California to you.
In Life ---there are things that
get your interest ---then you do
nothing---
For some, the same situation occurs and more focused folks make
a commitment--
Know you fit the 2nd group-keep
going--
Love you -me
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